So, I couldn't take it anymore. Almost 5 months with no football is almost too much for anyone to take. Tonight, I went to a semi-pro arena football game. Tri-City Fever vs Billings Outlaws. The Outlaws bitch slapped Tri-City. Yet, I left feeling empty and disappointed. It broght me no satisfaction. Yesterday, I went and watched the Rocky Mountain College football team practice. I feel like an alcoholic who has turned to drinking Nyquil. I wonder if I have a problem. I just keep watching the 2003 NC DVD over and over agian. I find myself thinking about watching football. I think a lot about when I can watch football again. I plan my schedule around watching football, and when the odd opportunity presents itself to watch LIVE football, like tonight, I will take it. It seems that the more I watch, the more I need to watch to be satisfied. Now, tonight, I resort to this. Its not even real football!. My wife is out of town, and here I am running around town trying to score some football! I was doing OK until my basketball ran out, and I had to stop doing baseball because it lasted too long and it made me sick.
Last week we went to visit our folks for Fathers day and take the dads to lunch. Well, I asked my Pops to rip all of his
OSU DVD's for me, then that night, while everyone was asleep, I went downstairs and sneaked the 06' Fiesta bowl. I even thought about "borrowing" The Game 06'. It is getting out of control and I don't know what to do anymore.
I kind of feel like this board is a support group. What do you guys and Gals do?
